what am i doing? tucker thought morosely, as he trudged through the rain and wind. what am i thinking? i must have let the sight of the painting affect my mind.
wrap the painting in newspaper? even under ordinary circumstances? there must be a better way.
he had been so afraid he would miss his chance at the painting that all his common sense had gone out the window.
he should go back to bradley’s room, tell him he would be back the next day, with a box or whatever to pick up the painting. to seal the deal, he would give bradley his money they had agreed on and then go home and get a good night’s sleep.
he turned around to go back to bradley’s building.
as soon as he did, all his fears returned.
bradley had seemed so suspicious and paranoid!
all his, tucker’s, own fault, for making him suspicious. but too late now.
there was one logical way out - to get rid of bradley.
easy to say. but did he, tucker, after a lifetime of watching movies and tv shows in which smooth noir heroes and villains casually disposed of people who stood in their way as easy as lighting a cigarette - he could use a cigarette himself now, after all those years - did he really have it in him to “get rid” of bradley just like that?
and with what? where would he get a gun? he had known some people who claimed to know a guy who knew a guy who could help him out in this regard.
but how many years ago? did he have anybody’s phone number who might help him?
and out of nowhere. at this time of night?
as these thoughts were running through tucker’s head. his feet were propelling him back into the teeth of wind to bradley’s apartment.
he reached the apartment building, and went through the front door into the tiny lobby.
in the stuffy but warm lobby, he realized how wet he had gotten in the rain.
he pressed the buzzer to bradley’s room.