sarah morrison , like me, had no friends.
i had no particular desire to be her friend.
but she apparently wanted to be my friend, because she came over and started talking to me one day.
she didn’t ask me what i wanted to talk about, just started on about a color - blue, i think it was - and went on and on about it.
the next day she came over and started talking to me again. this time it was about some book she was reading - about cleopatra or joan of arc or somebody like that.
while she was talking, abbie marlowe and jennifer winchell - the two total princesses of the school - walked by.
one of them said to the other - “ha, ha, the goop sisters” - thus effectively ending once and for all my existence as a human being.
i pretended i had not heard and did not say anything but when sarah morrison approached me the next day i immediately told her - “stay away from me”.
sarah and i never spoke to each other again.
something reminded me of sarah the other day and i thought about her for the first time in years.
but not for long.
what was there to think about, or to say?
either she is alive or dead, or she went on to have some kind of life or she didn’t.
anything with a horse on a gallows is plusliked automatically.
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